Everlasting

Everlasting

Please tell me that this shit is everlasting

I just got a taste. But I feel like I was fasting

Gasping…

For air and now it’s clear

That you are what I need so I fight to keep you near

Fear…

That one day you’ll wise up and bounce

Rise up and leave after draining me of my last ounce

Ouch…

The pain that you bring

When I ask you stay but you still just leave

Please…

Find it in your heart to keep going

I promise I can do better, I promise I’ll keep growing

Clawing…

My way out of this ditch

I dug my own grave, I made my own pit

Shit…

And now I’m too weak to keep climbing

So I’ll sit in my sorrows, I found my end in my mining

Finding…

The thing that I always desired

A place to be alone, solitude I’ve acquired

Tired…

So I’ll nap in this dirt

I’ll tuck myself in with the worms, whisper sweet nothings as I flirt

With death…

I can’t articulate the euphoria that I’m grasping

So I’ll shut the fuck up and enjoy the pain, everlasting

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